Early-Morning Rant

Currently pulling the most pointless all-nighter because I decided to waste my day consistently being at places I had no business being and staying there for hours I had no reason staying. So in that a case, I've decided not to go to my 8 am class tomorrow. Remember when I said college is a learning process?

This may or may not be a post that I will end up regretting but it is ok because this is how I am feeling right now, and always make sure to write in some form how I feel. 

Gender equality is something that will probably never see the day of light. Many men will never see women as equals, just as many women will never see themselves fit to do what men do. The more we press on about this issue, the further and further away it seems to ever be solved. 

I did not realize until tonight how much I wanted to fit in with the guys. I always felt like males were automatically smarter, wiser, and down-to-earth than females are. Hearing the way young males talk about women in a way that they feel like they know every bit of them actually disgusts me. They never give you time to talk and state your opinion, and they always think they are right, so we should follow right behind them. I hate that with every bit of me.

I've realized that I spend entirely too much time worrying about what males think of me that I've made it a point to beat their stereotypes about women, but instead I just end up falling back into their criticism, and it is honestly like you can never win. 

So tonight, I say bump all that. I refuse to fit in anyones stereotypes, just as I refuse to force everyone to like me. Men will be men, and if I don't agree with what you are saying, I will just remove myself from the conversation.

I'm more into women's rights' than equality, bump men, they suck. I'll probably regret saying that later but again, this is how I am feeling at 4:21 AM Tuesday morning.