Issues

Do you ever feel like sometimes God isn't...enough? For example, you'd rather go to your friend about an issue you're having before going to God. Or you tell God your problems, and as if He isn't enough, you still decide to go to your friend about the same issue expecting a better answer or solution? I do that often. Or I try to.

But whenever I attempt to confide in my friends something happens where I just can't. If I'm calling them the line will cut off or they'll be too busy to talk. If I'm texting them, they don't fully understand what I'm trying to say. If I see them in person, the issue is already done away with (or so I think) by the time I even reach them.

Theres no issue though when they come to confide in with me. Which I am perfectly okay with, I love when my friends come to me. But maybe its easier for them to speak because they've already dealt with it, with God. I think, maybe. Or maybe God just really doesn't want me to share my deepest thoughts with people. Maybe He wants to protect me. Maybe my friends who confide in me, aren't even confiding in me their deepest thoughts either (say it like "eye-ther"). Or maybe...just maybe, I am over analyzing and there really is no time for me in my friends lives for me to just let my hair down. Jk, my friends listen to me.

I feel pretty accomplished right now. I had a busy week but I've managed to get most of my work done and the weekend is approaching once again. Life keeps trying me but it's take one issue at a time, even if the list keeps getting longer.

Anyways, I love God. and I'm reminded daily how much He loves me. Even though His love, His ways, are very confusing to me.

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls, For my yoke is easy and My burden is light. - Matthew 11:28-30